January 2011
39 posts
“Love; It is the hardest habit to break
and the craving most difficult to...”
For fun!
I’m gonna write a blog and add a poem everyday about anything, or at least I’m gonna try to write something somewhere so by the end of this year ill look back at my wriritngs and realize how I’ve changed and how I’ve grown. I think everyone should try it, I’m lookfing forward to it. Changechangechange<3
Sneak peak from my book ;)
Todays brand new, so don’t waste it on worrying about yesterdays mistakes or tomorrws regrets, live. You’re alive and breathing, make the best of it. Whatever’s gonna happen will, don’t worry about what you can’t control only about what you can and even then don’t put so much into it if you’re getting nothing in return. I know you’re probaly taking a...
I wrote my first song, it's a rough draft, but...
Most would say you had me at hello but no, you kept me at good bye, from then on I know I had to have you, if I said I could live without you, id be living a lie. My heart asked permission to experience love at first sight, permission granted, let’s make this our night.
There’s no need to wait, the clocks running on 8, lets live the way we’ve always imagined with you I know I can make this happen,...
Take me as I am;
I walk with my head up now, I don’t want I miss a thing, even if it’s a bad experience, I’m choosing to live. More than enough time has been spent on believing that something’s good headed my way but baby today’s the day, I’m standing on my own in my little summer dress, proud to say that I’m just a little of a happy mess. Most of the time you’re not going to be able to catch up, my mind can be...
Just wanna say;
I’ve made my mistakes, pretty horrible ones too. But I’ve got a heart and it beats. So I feel what you say, and of course puts me down even more for them but from here on out. I wont beg you to stay. If you’re gonna walk out on me, start walking. I’m the strongest I’ve ever been and you see, I don’t need you.
when people walk away from you, let them go.
i heard you're a player ..
xoxoitzy:
So let’s play a game. Let’s sweet talk. Let’s play fight. Let’s talk 24/7. Let’s tell each other good morning and good night every day. Let’s take walks together. Let’s give each other nicknames. Let’s hang out with each others’ friends. Let’s go on dates. Let’s talk on the phone all night long. Let’s hold each other. Let’s kiss and hug. And whoever falls in love first? Loses.
“I broke my own heart by loving you.”
Venting,
Today was a break through for me. I admitted my problem and I stopped running from it. I stopped and I took a deep breath, I knew what I had to fix. You still affect me, all of it does. I’ll hear my phone ring and all I want is to see your name, but not anymore. I need you out of my fucking system, all of it. I don’t even know who I am with you anymore, I’m who you want me to be...
You couldn't stay;
If I knew exactly what to say, time wouldn’t be wasting away, but that’s the thing I don’t, and I probably won’t, the words have me in a choke hold. I can’t breathe when you’re around me, it’s like I’m suffocating, this isn’t like me, it’s a bit shocking, it’s a bit weird, I want to be nowhere near you, yet I want you here. Your words strength me by the letter, that feeling can’t get much better,...
This is why;
I don’t know where it’ll end but I do know where it can begin. Saying good bye to this life you see me in. I was only able to guide you for a certain extent, here I stayed there you went, I started to break, you didn’t even bend. I was haunted by the good times; I wanted to re-live it just for a second, thinking back on everything you said; only you will ever know if you really meant it. I had a...
Speak;
Maybe if you took a walk in my shoes, just a step or two, you’d understand my point of view. Here we are, excepting the outcome and as we fall, I grab on to what I can, I grab on to it all. My worlds spinning out of control, I don’t know which direction to go, you left me a scar, you left me in pain, I’m forced to let go in order to stay sane. Words were thrown back and forth and some more than...
Go;
I can hear the rain hit the roof as I lay awake thinking of you. I’m reminiscing on everything I’m missing. It’s not that I’m suffering, I just like remembering. You had such an impact on me. The days I rode in your passenger seat meant the most to me, I felt the laughter, I felt heartwarming smiles, and then the kissing came after. Sometimes I’ll spend a whole day thinking what If could be what...
Venting,
It’s beyond me, how you can be so inconsiderate. I mean yeah for a while i felt as if i had to do it all in order to be forgiven but I don’t owe you, nor anyone else anything. All I had to do was forgive myself, but I learned that the hard way. I put myself through hell, I thought it was you who drove me there but no, it was myself, I could of turned around whenever I wanted, I was in...
“If more females would sit down and be ladies, more males would stand up and be...”
“I didn’t get the worst feeling in the world when you said goodbye. I got...”