At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step is to stop. Leave them alone, walk away. It’s not like you’re giving up, and it’s not like you shouldn’t try. It’s just that you have to draw the line of determination and desperation. What is truly yours will eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.
While you’re ignoring her, another guy is giving her attention. While you’re giving her problems, another guy is listening. While you’re too busy for her, another guy is making time for her. While you’re making her cry, another guy is trying to make her smile again. While you’re not sure if you still want her, another guy has figured it out.

it’s not supposed to be perfect, and no one is supposed to understand it. it’s meant to be chaotic, and it’s meant to make you cringe. if you haven’t cried in a while, or felt like shit in even longer, then you’re most likely doing something wrong. this isn’t here for constant perfection, or some cliché happy ending. it’s here to be real, and to keep your heart beating, and to keep you wanting more. there is supposed to be a bright light of hope in your heart, and a black hole of the unknown in your mind. none of this makes sense, but all of it is worth it.