I never thought I’d be where I am today, here in this new room, this new house, this new but yet old life. I never thought my family and I would be evicted. I never thought I’d be supporting them as much as I do. I never thought certain people in my life would become strangers.I never thought I’d push people away. I never thought I’d become a hero, and an inspiration. I never thought I could love something so much, such as love itself and writing. I never thought I would really be the one to walk out of my last relationship. I never thought I’d be able to forget. I never thought I’d have to get surgery that could be life threatening in some cases. I never thought I’d be able to hold my ground as much as I did. because years ago, I wasn’t at all who I am now. That’s why i never ever thought I’d be this strong, but I am. The worst is here, but I know it’s not over yet. I do know that I will make it, I will continue to push my way through these waves of chaos and I will do it with courage, courage that Ive built up.
God, you must have one heck of a roll for me in life, because you keep me going through your faith.
